I am freakin tired. I hate you Progesterone. Unless I am pregnant and you are saving my baby. In which case I love you. But most likely not, so till proven otherwise I shall hate ya. I feel like I partied all day and then pulled an all nighter writing a term paper. Instead of getting into bed and reading a collction of stories. Pat McManus is an awesome story teller and very re-readable.
Today is my lining check. I am tormenting myself by imagining that the Wielder Of The Wand will see something. Something like, say a baby. Which is impossible. However, it is what I am imagining. I might as well imagine myself up a corvette and a basket of inported french cheese while I'm at it.
NON INFERTILES WHO READ THIS BLOG STEP AWAY. You will think this part is crazy.
Go on, now.
Alrighty, now that it's just us, I cannot believe I have not POAS just to see it be positive from the hcg in my system. But I bet if I had a test in the house I would. Do you really think it takes 14 days to know? I figure at the absolute latest it would have impanted yesterday. I just don't want them to call me with my bloodwork results at work. But I don't want to wait either. Basically good or bad I want time to prep my self before the for real answer. Because if it's positive I want to not tell work for a while. And if it's negative I don't want to lock myself in my office and cry.
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I don't think it's unusual for them to implant as late as 12 days. There's still hope! Hope the lining check goes well.
So yesterday while waiting for our ob appointment me and DH discussed pus in milk (awesome ob waiting room conversation by the way). DH's family had a small dairy, and they sold it and went to sheep when the work force went off to college. Anyhow, DH says that milk batches are checked for somatic? cells and if the concentration is too high, it's rejected. You have to milk your cows with mastitus, but that milk is pumped separately and dumped so that the whole batch isn't rejected. However, a larger dairy could milk a cow with more pus and get away with it since it's a concentration thing. Also, he figures that organic cows would be more likely to have pus in their milk, because they aren't treated with antibiotics.
Out here, their are plenty of smaller dairys and I feel pretty good about our milk and DH will not let us buy the cheap store brand cause he wants the locally produced stuff. However, I think about organic milk produced by companies like horizon which is a huge dairy operation and would definitely feel more dubious about the quality of that milk vs the stuff from the farm down the street. Just IMO, but I guess my point is that organic milk isn't necessarily better just b/c it's organic, but it's best to trust your supply source.
Oh and trader joes? We are definitely not cool enough to have those within a 2 hour drive of here!
I hope the lining check goes well today. i go crazy during the 2ww...good luck to you, sending sticky baby vibes your way :)
God Almighty it is hard to know what is the best food choice. I wish it were easier. Sometimes I feel like there is no way to buy the right thing. But you always give me something new to think about.
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