I could not eat breakfast that morning. Unless you count my Forbidden Coffee. Which I did not need, since I was pretty close to hyperventilating. I am calling this morning a win, in that I did not cry at the RE's( does the parking lot count?) and did not crash my car. And did not take anyone hostage while demanding they RUN MY BLOOD NOW.
I asked if I would know before one when I have to leave for work and they said yes. I have no idea how I am going to respond to the news, good or bad. I mean, what is one more negative pregnancy test with the hundreds I have seen? Nothing new. The sky is blue, Fred Phelps is the Biggest Douche Bag in the Universe, Celia has another negative test. Some things are just a given.
I am pretty damn close to losing the last shreds of self control I have and spending the morning looking for signs, or calling psychic hotlines, or praying to Michelle Duggar since she probably gets less requests than Jesus. Maybe the cure to infertility is to have a REALLY EIGHTIES HAIR STYLE.
In which we're talking about holiday music
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Hoping the results are postive!! Haha @ praying to Michele - ya know, that just might work ;)
I'll be checking back!
I don't have much, but I really, really, really hope that today doesn't suck. I hope your lab gets your blood precessed ASAP and they call you promptly when it's done and most of all, that it's good news.
I'll be thinking of you today, Celia. Hang in there, and if you need to talk, let me know. thebookkitten@gmail.com
Oh my god, Celia...I sitting here waiting with you, hon:)
i was so nervous at my appt today that i made myself physically ill, it was ridiculous. i hope you get good news today, but i know that if you don't you are only one or two iui's away from that illusive bfp. good luck love.
Hoping you get a BFP!!!!!
Yeah, my husband doesn't realize how intense doing treatment is for me. They're just the bystander, ya know? They don't have to go to all the bloodwork and ultrasounds, so he has no idea all I go through and how exhausting just getting to all the appointments are.
bwahaha praying to Michelle Duggar, I just love it.
I just realized my hair does look the same as it did in high school (with more grey, ok, i admit there's grey). Maybe that's a good omen...or just bad style sense, one of those ...
Hurry up and let us know how your test went!!
I'm at the edge of my seat waiting for your results!! Good luck, I really hope you get your bfp!
Just checking up on you this morning.
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